Haih la awak ni..

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Rojak Special

It's no fun without you. Sidekick was at the side but what good is a sidekick that doesn't 'kick'? Yesterday on the mat, there were sound effects unfamiliar to the regulars. Big guy next to me had this "tttttttt" doing crow. What confused me during savasana was the multiple HA!s. Was it funny ha ha? Or crying hu...uh hu...uh? Or wailing haaaaaah!? I never experienced this before. Usually it's just krohh. Must say, it was half-hearted practice (mine). When one is missing, one is missing. Do you know that, iCndy? Is this an empty bladdered Angpau kind of feel? Forgetting Susan Glenn (I mean Gary B.) (already)? By the conclusion of the fifth moon, one direction must emerge. Mere mortal can only seek divine intervention. Kei$ha woke up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy, she sang.


ps: siapa tere? ;p

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28 April

Waktu dalam perjalanan balik semalam, N ada kata dia mahu ke kubur bapanya. Aku teringat dan menambah yang hari Isnin ni, 29 haribulan, genap tiga tahun Abah pergi. Esok hari Ahad mahu bawa mak ziarah kubur Abah lah.

Petang yang sama masa tengah tengok TV mak cakap, Nina jom pergi kubur Abah esok. 28 haribulan, dah dua tahun dah. Eh, 29 haribulan lah mak (aku insist). Taklah, 28 haribulan mak balas. Rasa macam nak bukak laci dan check death certificate aje, tapi malas pula. Tak apa lah, 29 haribulan pun hari Isnin, kena kerja, memang hari Ahad je tinggal kalau nak ke kubur.

Kemudian aku terfikir, eh kalau dah tiga tahun, aku patut dah chartered accountant dah, tapi belum lagi. Abah masih ada masa aku start kerja dulu. (horrible juga matematik aku ni, macam mana 2013 tolak 2011 jadi tiga tahun?). Pagi tadi, kak long post something dekat instagram dia, in memory of Abah. It said RIP Abah 19.2.52 - 28.4.11.

Nina, tarikh penting macam ni pun kau boleh tak ingat ke?

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Abah, maaflah kalau Nina terlupa tarikh ni. Tapi Nina tak pernah lupakan Abah. Kalau Nina teringatkan Abah, mesti hati Nina sayu.. Kadang-kadang Nina menangis sorang2. Tu semua syaitan kacau, Nina tahu... Nina boleh sedekahkan Al-fatihah je, dan doakan Abah.

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Tadi ingat nak ambil gambar kubur Abah yang kitorang dah bersihkan, tapi tak jadi. Sebab rasanya macam tension sangat keadaan. Dekat kubur pun nak kelahi.

Sedih.

I wish we are less difficult. And more tolerant.

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Malam pun sama. Sakit hati. Sedih.

Surat panjang lebar tu, perlu ditulis juga. 

Gourmet Burger

I woke up in the middle of the night, thinking about it; I thought to myself this can't be the only patty that can make my tummy happy.


Fries, can you save me?

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Honestly... I do not know how to react to that.

The End.

poie somban

It is difficult to explain how you develop a certain feeling, effortlessly, without really knowing or even being in touch.

It is even more difficult to trust that feeling as it is evident by, nothing. Nothing is as it seems.

On a different note, life must go on.



On another note, today I joined the Consumer Hunt BKP 2012 with an office mate. It's my first time ever. We managed to get number 9 with the cash prize of RM300 (a 50-50 split seems fair ;p). Here's to more hunts to come!!

Frank D. Fixer

I sense a change in behaviour after a certain date has been disclosed. More from the other party than mine. Or was I obvious too?

Adakah aku tersalah tafsir keadaan?

This delicate matter must be dealt with care for my general well-being and continuous harmony. Also, have I forgotten about, the other one?



On the other hand, Jason's latest studio album doesn't dissappoint :)

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gbk.

"That would be the epic love story..."

If only it's not entirely up to me, my friend.

Violets are blue

Roses are red

If you knew my feelings for you

Would you accept, or leave it instead?

- BCS EUT exchange : "you naik eh nanti?". Spekulasi, spekulasi.
- Perfect timing : orange peel thigh and february action plan.
- Dah jatuh hukum ke kalau macam ni? #BM track6

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JAMARA MORGAN, pls?

If people want a piece of advice from me about LDR, tak payahlah. FAIL! You can have all the technologies in the world, they're not gonna matter if you leave your phone and go watch TV, or if the speed of snail mail can put your speed of replying emails to shame.


HAMPUN!!!


I lukis, ok? (pasal guilty inspired kui kui)

Maaf ya?

You know I mean well, but maybe I'm in no place to give such advice. We come from a different place.

Still, my ear and shoulder are here for you :). I want us to be happy! :) Less Drama.

Every horse thinks its own pack heaviest

If people just stop, and think about others too, then the world is a happier place. Like the book says, don't always be in the box.

Other people's needs are no secondary to your own, remember that. We've got a long way to go from here.

One that I remember

"Ini semua sebab dia. Hidup susahkan orang, dah mati pun menyusahkan orang. I am a refugee because of him."


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You will always have my love. You will always have my sympathy. Kerana kau yang penyayang. I wish you well.