Haih la awak ni..

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Because my phone cannot keep everything

Na : hari ini exactly tiga tahun? patpat neeners. you must miss your daddy-o. i for one (perempuan yg overrr) just drove&duduk depan rumah sect 3 ber-emo sebentar. kerana miss bapa&haih exam mara besok. tsk. just nak say i'm sorry your abah isn't here to hang our with you. it sucks but i love you! nite2 neensies! 

Mon, 29 Apr 2013, 9:30 PM

Ni : Morning my nana.. I love you. Good luck for the exam today. Be your usual hebat n awesome self and everything will be great. Perempuan tua ini was forgetful, it was actually 2tahun on sunday, not 3yrs yesterday.I felt bad already sbb terlupa. I'm sure u miss your popo too..we just think of the good times with our daddy, remember that they're always a part of us, dan do a byk2.. (OMG I'm crying in the LRT) 

Tue, 30 Apr 2013, 9:04 AM

Na : :[ and :'[ (hughugggg neeensies!). itu laaa i thought 3 years would be super lama dah but i weirdly remember you said 3yrs my head is weird. im dalam kereta karang essay depan venue. eeeks takut. hv a good day k awhsome zarina awesome abd ghani! hugg sepuluh juta!

Tue, 30 Apr 2013, 9:07 AM

Rojak Special

It's no fun without you. Sidekick was at the side but what good is a sidekick that doesn't 'kick'? Yesterday on the mat, there were sound effects unfamiliar to the regulars. Big guy next to me had this "tttttttt" doing crow. What confused me during savasana was the multiple HA!s. Was it funny ha ha? Or crying hu...uh hu...uh? Or wailing haaaaaah!? I never experienced this before. Usually it's just krohh. Must say, it was half-hearted practice (mine). When one is missing, one is missing. Do you know that, iCndy? Is this an empty bladdered Angpau kind of feel? Forgetting Susan Glenn (I mean Gary B.) (already)? By the conclusion of the fifth moon, one direction must emerge. Mere mortal can only seek divine intervention. Kei$ha woke up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy, she sang.


ps: siapa tere? ;p

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It's raining outside...

...so I stayed a while longer at my happy place, reading about this current passion of mine :)

I really want to be good at it. Will do my homework, will practise, I promise :)

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from a BBC article, as quoted by sh. omar suleiman...

"Love is made not found. Love is made in the gritty ups and downs of being with someone as flawed as you"



Profound.

poie somban

It is difficult to explain how you develop a certain feeling, effortlessly, without really knowing or even being in touch.

It is even more difficult to trust that feeling as it is evident by, nothing. Nothing is as it seems.

On a different note, life must go on.



On another note, today I joined the Consumer Hunt BKP 2012 with an office mate. It's my first time ever. We managed to get number 9 with the cash prize of RM300 (a 50-50 split seems fair ;p). Here's to more hunts to come!!

small things that are big

You will never know how long more people will be around. Even yourself.

When Abah and Mak Long left me last year, I was engrossed not only with sadness, but also with the feeling of guilt, for not having spent more time with them.

After Abah's passing, I came back to live with my mum in Shah Alam. Staying in a rented apartment near KL was not an option anymore.

Almost every morning, before going to work, I would have breakfast with Mak. Sometimes she'll make something special, on normal days it'll be just quaker oat and nescafe (on days when she goreng karipap, I would gladly have extra long breakfast and go slightly late to work hehe). We'll have small talk and remind each other to take our supplements.

"have you taken your meiidisen?"

"dring reeet!"

"pour eeet in eeet/ in a kaaap"

"why you neverrr wait for meeee?"

Yes. The language only this mother and daughter enjoy and understand.

After finishing my nescafe I'll say "mummy, come and send my pemergian with your anak mata. NOW!"

We'll walk together outside. On Mondays or Wednesday or Friday, we'll bring the garbage outside for collection. Alternate mornings, we'll take turn giving those hungry kitties their food (usually I'll say oh nooo I'm already late mummy you give cat eaattt ;p).

Then I'll start my car engine and open the gate. By that time, Mak will already be at the gate to just wait or put the garbage bags in the trash can.

As I drive away, I'll wave to my mum and wait for her to wave back. Sometimes when she's occupied with the garbage/cat that she doesn't wave back, I'll cebik. Hehe. I'll watch her from my rear mirror until I make the right turn in front of my house.

Other routine I have is to always hug and kiss my mum. This, is all the time, before going to work, after coming back, while watching TV, while my mum mengaji, before eat etc etc. Anytime that I want, I'll go to my mummy and huggggy her and kissy her until she rimas :)

I'll go "mmmmmmuah mummy kissy" *kiss right cheek*kiss left cheek* "now you kissy me!"*give my left cheek*turn* "the other side" *give my right cheek* "one more time" *give my left cheeck* "the other side" *give my right cheek*.

(here can see also I peluk her until she rimas already hehe)

The other day, while we're having lunch at Kedai Soto Section 8..

"Momok, why you sooo gemuk?"

"Why like that? Why you don't say I cute?"

"Cause it doesn't rhyme........Oklah, mummy why you so slim?"

"Of course I am!"

"Are you the real slim shady?"

".........."

*This is a good daughter post. Of course, I'm only human and there are times when I'm not being a good daughter, making my mum saaaaaaad :(*

gbk.

"That would be the epic love story..."

If only it's not entirely up to me, my friend.

Violets are blue

Roses are red

If you knew my feelings for you

Would you accept, or leave it instead?

Belated

Akhirnya, setelah lambat sejuta tahun dari orang-orang lain, saya berjaya menghabiskannya!!!

For the last few weeks, I'd been devouring more than my eyes on the thousands upon thousands of those magical pages..

The only consolation I get by lagging from the 'market' is, I don't have to anticipate for the final installment, everything is ready. Tak payah nak pre-order kat Kino. Tak payah nak camping luar kedai.

For the final one, I can join the bandwagon of people who've read the book before watching them (yes, them: why split into two?!??! and eight months in between?!) on silver screen.

Bila tengok wayang dulu baru baca, imaginasi jadi terbatas, sebab bila JKR 'describe', saya terus terbayang pelakon-pelakonnya, makanan-makanannya, pemandangannya. How can you seperate Daniel and Harry? You've already had a pre-conceived idea on things.

Yang penting, HP memang TERBAEK!!!

The school that all of us want to go to. Forget KYS, SSP or Jasin. This is it!